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I'm Sorry.

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 22, 2007, 2:20 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: The 69 Eyes
  • Reading: Nothing atm.
  • Watching: Computer Screen.....duh
I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you

I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk

I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants

I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised

I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"

I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole<<<<<

I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things

I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club

I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.

I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date

I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy


I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend

I'm sorry
If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around

I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work

I'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.

I'm sorry
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care But most of all

I'm sorry
For not being sorry anymore

I'm sorry
That you can't accept me for who I am

I'm sorry
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.

I'm sorry
I caught your bf with another girl and told you about it, I thought that was what friends were for...

I'm sorry
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.

I'm sorry
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your bf was threatening you instead of spending time with my family.

I'm Sorry
That i cared

I'm sorry
that I listen to you at night talk about how you wish you could have done something different.

Ladies always bitch and bitch to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies next time you're bitching, maybe look up to see who you're bitching to, maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.




This is not directed at anyone. It is just something sent to me by a friend and i totally agree with it. Anyways L8ta!!


Friends.
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22nd BLF Clan.
:iconbrumby: :iconzenko1: :iconhakhawk: :iconsammi66: My Sis> :iconcheeky-me:

PPL I Watch.
:iconemmelinee-tortelinee: :icontite-abi: :iconasunder: :iconmooncalfe: :iconneondragon: :iconimaginee: :iconzeralot: :iconjasonengle: :iconlivelynightmare: :iconreirei: :iconhumon: :iconvixelyn: :iconcelesse: :iconkhorask: :iconpur3dsire: :iconzilla774: :iconnoistar: :iconmacgreen: :iconstb01: :iconrakie: :iconhenning: :iconarnistotle: :icondragarta: :iconironshod: :iconmythori: :iconadamantium-fury: :icondeligaris: :icon666vampirate666: :iconblackeri: :iconkebappi:
:iconthealmightybuttcake: :iconmokeyslilgirl: :iconlordgayness: :iconskillrex: :iconcosfrog: :iconpalendx:

And a huge thanks to everyone who has commented on, faved or just viewed my art!!!!!!!!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 24 or 204, i can never remember such things.
  • Current Residence: I"m somewhere where i don't know where i am.
  • Interests: Music, Social Drinking, Roadtrips, um lotsa things lol
  • Favourite movie: Changes with my mood but Queen of the Damned comes to mind.
  • Favourite band or musician: Devilution, Headkase, INK, All That Remains, Trivium, The 69 Eyes, Poisonblack, too many to list.
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy/Death Metal, Gothic Music, and um Dark type stuff.
  • Favourite artist: Refer to journal.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice - The Vampire Chronicles.
  • Operating System: Does it matter they are all pretty crap.
  • MP3 player of choice: My Sony Ericsson W900i Phone (MP3 player built in with 1gb memory atm)
  • Wallpaper of choice: Whatever looks good.
  • Skin of choice: Something Fire Retardent.
  • Favourite game: Whatever is fun to play.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kosuna. (From the anime Desert Punk)
  • Personal Quote: I'm not as dumb as i look, most of the time i'm dumber.
  • Tools of the Trade: A chainsaw usually works.

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Devious Comments

~thedarkenedlight:iconthedarkenedlight: Apr 21, 2008, 5:48:39 AM
I just saw your journal, and noticed you watched ~emmelinee-tortelinee probably thru her. =)

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I reject your reality and substitute my own.
~Draazak:iconDraazak: Apr 21, 2008, 2:13:58 AM
NP and um, to be honest i can't remember how i found you but i do like a lot of your art :P

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
~Zenko1:iconZenko1: Apr 12, 2008, 2:33:24 AM
Oi Boi look you gots tagged [link]

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Former Member of 22nd BLF.
-PREPARE FOR A GLOWING CHANCE-
~thedarkenedlight:iconthedarkenedlight: Apr 10, 2008, 3:45:18 AM
Hey, thanks for the watch. How'd you find me?

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I reject your reality and substitute my own.
~Argent-Ookami:iconArgent-Ookami: Mar 15, 2008, 5:58:29 AM
Heya. Just wanna stop by and say thankyou very muchly for all the fav's and keeping a watch on me. I really appreciate it! :glomp: :rose: =3

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Visit my gallery and make my day. ~Argent-Ookami Thanks! :glomp: :salute:
Kids like puppies don't they? [link] :mwahaha:
*SecretAdmirerPlz:iconSecretAdmirerPlz: Feb 8, 2008, 11:46:50 AM
:iconbemyvalentineplz: Oh My! It looks like someone has sent you a rose?

But who?

I guess this means you have someone out there who admires you!
:flirty:


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You are receiving this message because someone out there has noticed how great you are!To send a anonymous rose to someone, send a note to =SecretAdmirerPlz
~Draazak:iconDraazak: Feb 5, 2008, 3:43:10 AM
Hmmm holidays ... how quickly mine have faded into memories lol. Yeah working for telstra is a tough gig but you must be doing a good job if you are still employed after a year. Super employee GG!! :XD: . Anywas enjoy your holi's :-)

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
*sugar-cat-candy:iconsugar-cat-candy: Feb 2, 2008, 8:27:49 PM
I is on hoilday at the mo at the beach (still in Tas). Been working for Telstra for over a year now, not sure how I have lived that long but meh.

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~Draazak:iconDraazak: Feb 1, 2008, 6:35:48 PM
RAWR!! :XD: . Long time no chat, what ya been up to and how ya been?

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
*sugar-cat-candy:iconsugar-cat-candy: Jan 31, 2008, 2:17:47 AM
RWAHHHH!!!

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~ettolrahc-poetry:iconettolrahc-poetry: Jan 17, 2008, 4:03:41 PM
lol extremely tired.

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why is it that children, more often than not, end up JUST like their parents? why is it that so many BAD parents have the MOST influence on the children
~Draazak:iconDraazak: Jan 13, 2008, 3:50:17 AM
NP i really like it. Yeah it has been a while, how ya been?

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
~ettolrahc-poetry:iconettolrahc-poetry: Jan 11, 2008, 9:52:46 PM
greetings! long time no talkie! thanks for the :+fav: on scars on his heart.

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why is it that children, more often than not, end up JUST like their parents? why is it that so many BAD parents have the MOST influence on the children
~Argent-Ookami:iconArgent-Ookami: Dec 29, 2007, 1:36:09 AM
Thanks again :D

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Visit my gallery and make my day. ~Argent-Ookami Thanks! :glomp: :salute:
Kids like puppies don't they? [link] :mwahaha:
~Draazak:iconDraazak: Dec 10, 2007, 11:48:06 PM
You are very welcome!! :glomp:

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
~Argent-Ookami:iconArgent-Ookami: Dec 7, 2007, 7:37:01 PM
Thanks for the add Draaz! :hug:

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Visit my gallery and make my day. ~Argent-Ookami Thanks! :glomp: :salute:
Kids like puppies don't they? [link] :mwahaha:
=Kiku-Stock:iconKiku-Stock: Nov 10, 2007, 4:48:56 AM
Thanks for the befriending

Lots of DA Love :hug:

no im not drunk ...mybe High tho
lol

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Its a bird, No its a plane, No its Shaun Drover the drummer from MegaDeth With his 7 humped purple crime fighting ninja camel!!!
~Draazak:iconDraazak: Jun 28, 2007, 1:54:49 AM
Thank you for the kind words! :)

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
~PalenDX:iconPalenDX: Jun 27, 2007, 10:03:11 PM
Thanks for the :+devwatch: and the fav. You have an awesome gallery as well. =D
~ettolrahctedarkqueen:iconettolrahctedarkqueen: Jun 9, 2007, 3:27:11 AM
nm, gettin sick, gettin drunk, gettin fired from work, repeat the first 2 and add in normal daily stuff.

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~Draazak:iconDraazak: Jun 9, 2007, 1:10:31 AM
I'm good. What you been up to?

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
~ettolrahctedarkqueen:iconettolrahctedarkqueen: Jun 8, 2007, 8:28:53 PM
i'm good, how are you?

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I AM THE GREATEST! well.... at least i WAS the greatest until i realized that there are actually other people in this world apart from me.

(\__/) This is Bunny. Copy Bunny into
(O.o ) your signature to help him
(> < ) on his way to world domination!
~Draazak:iconDraazak: Jun 8, 2007, 5:43:02 PM
Hey, how are ya?

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"Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely, in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting "Holy shit, what a ride!"
- Mavis Leyrer age 83
~ettolrahctedarkqueen:iconettolrahctedarkqueen: Jun 5, 2007, 5:38:22 AM
hi there!

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you're dead! have you heared the news that you're dead? no one ever had nice words to say, i think they never liked you anyway.

(\__/) This is Bunny. Copy Bunny into
(O.o ) your signature to help him
(> < ) on his way to world domination!